For Tim Hetherington: Thoughts From A Soldier On His Birthday

December 5 is Tim Hetherington’s Birthday. WarRetreat was started in his honor, following his untimely death this year in Libya. Tim will always be remembered for is his many embeds with the 2/503, Battle Company of the 173rd Airborne in the Korengal Valley, Afghanistan. The relationships he formed with the men were the basis of the film Restrepo, Tim’s book Infidel, and Sebastian Junger’s book WAR. To mark Tim’s birthday, WarRetreat is pleased to have Eric Ortegren from Battle Company, share his thoughts.

By Eric Ortegren

We became hardened men in the Korengal. Most interaction with media was disliked and carried the weight of bad luck. This was really brought home to me when Al Jazeera English came to my remote Fire Base Vegas for a tour. While our Platoon Sergeant SFC Blaskowski was showing the reporter around, a single round rang out. We ran to our posts and lit up the whole forest, but no more shots came at us. After a brief lull we heard the shout for medic. I grabbed a radio and ran down, only to see SFC Ski sucking for air. It was one of the worst days of my life to work so hard to keep him alive, and watch as life left his eyes before the medevac bird even landed. Needless to say reporters had a stigma.

Sebastian and Tim, Korengal Valley, Afghanistan

    I met Sebastian and Tim while refitting at the KOP and was surprised to learn that I instantly liked them. It helped that I planned at that time to be a commercial fisherman when I got out and Sebastian had written the best fishing story (The Perfect Storm) since The Old Man And The Sea, which I had read multiple times.

These men were a genuine shock because they actually wanted to know us. They cared about us. Over a short time they proved to not get anyone killed, or cower and put us at risk. A paradigm shift occurred that I had never heard of in American military circles. We accepted them as our own. 

We protected them just like the man to our left and right, which is a very sacred brotherhood that few are given the privilege to enter. I dare say: We grew to love them, and they grew to love us. It was because they took a new approach and wanted to report on us not the war. 

Tim and Sebastian made us human in a war where the American public had become detached. They forced America to see that the men on the front lines who lived in fear and anticipation (every waking moment) and are now plagued by it in our nightmares –were the same kids that used to play football at the big homecoming games. The same guys who worked at the Subway down the street. (Sal Giunta)  We weren’t superhuman assassins intent on killing, and we earned a Medal of Honor for one of the most laid back non overbearing men I have ever met. We were normal men doing extraordinary things all with the hope to bring your man to the left and right home alive. 

Sebastian and Tim showed it in such an eloquent way in their film Restrepo that a country that was numb to our plight gained their long-lost empathy. For that we are forever indebted to them. For that Tim will be among the pantheon of heroes. His legend will go on inspiring a whole new generation of photojournalists to take it as far as they can.

Eric with the Troops First Foundation

I was medically retired after leaving the Korengal about nine months in. The transition back to civilian life was the most difficult time in my life. The lack of camaraderie is what made it so hard. My marriage suffered, my family suffered, my identity suffered. I came back a shattered remnant of the man I was before. Making peace with who I have become was amazingly difficult. But we are Sky Soldiers, and we drive on and continue the mission.

I am finishing up with my first semester towards a Masters in Clinical Social Work hoping to work on veteran reintegration as there is a great need. My desire is to continue the professional development of soldiers. I participate with many wounded warrior functions and was recently given the amazing opportunity to fly in the wounded warrior project balloon at the Albuquerque Balloon Fiesta.  I even recently reignited a passion with fly fishing going on a Troops First Foundation fly fishing retreat. I went with my best friend, who lost his legs in the Korengal in our one IED attack.  
Life is still a constant struggle and more work than ever, but now I am proud of who I am and what I did. I won’t ever let my disabilities take that away from me. You know, we thought about God a lot over there, and what his judgement would be to us back here, but it is what you make it. I read a great quote the other day:
“There is but one god and he is death…
all we say to him is not today”
Eric Ortegren fly fishing with Troops First Foundation, New Mexico

7 thoughts on “For Tim Hetherington: Thoughts From A Soldier On His Birthday”

  1. What a wonderfully written and heartfelt article by a true American hero about another true American hero. Although, I’m pretty sure both men would deny the hero status.

    Eric, Thank You for serving over there. While I’ve watched many films about war and soldiers, RESTREPO was the only one that introduced me to people like you and made me care about them. Keep on fighting in this civilian world. You will accomplish your goals and the veterans you will work with will be all the better for it. You are truly a good and decent man.

    1. While I eoloimnalty (and financially) support our military members, are these really “wars’” worth fighting? Afghanistan seems like a lost cause, an uneducated population of desert people, and the “war” in Iraq just an unjustified action against false causes. This is why average people like myself have a hard time keeping interest in military actions going on. A lot of people are joining the military for personal (rather than political or ethical) reasons; the economy is terrible and finding college money is very difficult. Is it worth risking your physical and/or emotional life? I sincerely believe it takes a huge amount of personal bravery to risk both of the aforementioned, but have to wonder if our government has the same concern for our country’s young adults. I believe efforts would be better spent on actions right here or at international airports.

  2. We’re honored Eric spent the time to pen his thoughts. No doubt, bringing back the memory of Tim is difficult in the face of such a huge loss. I’m especially grateful that he shared the tragic loss of his friend, Sgt. Blaskowski. This too, was difficult, but it’s important for the non-military crowd to read it. This is what happens in war, and it leaves a searing memory. Given how busy Eric is –graduate school, family, home life, we’re thankful for his generosity.

    We send our love to Tim’s parents, Judith & Alistair, his brother and sister Guy and Victoria, nieces and nephew, as well as to Idil Ibrahim (his love) and his best friend, Mike Kamber.

  3. I am proud to have served with Tim and am thankful for the gifts he has left us with. that is what they are… gifts. I hope we make great use of them. Thats what it comes down to HOPE a powerful important ideal that we cannot lose sight of.

  4. I also don’t want this to be misinterpretted as me not having faith in the higher power but the only facet of god that I have looked dead in the eye and been unable to control is death. Despite his intangible nature it is hard to not look at life and not see the influence of a higher power. I just got back from church where the theme was HOPE.. Direct quote from the pastor…”Maybe the greatest gift that we can be given is the gift of HOPE.” Sure felt like he was talking directly to me.

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